Good ol' reflections

  A bond is strengthened, yet one could say there is false promise in relying on words but what can I do when faced with such a though love contract. The past week has seen some distancing though, between us. The great invention and application of the Skype machine works wonders in providing video messaging and in having your subject in your face regardless of the distance between the two. It may work too well. I have seen longing looks in my beloved, may I take the time to repeat the annulment of our formal relationship, I am unsure of what they mean, yet they’ve been cast upon me through the tremendous capacities of communication of that which is Skype. It could be a losing of interest, going out with friends seeing other potential mates, wishing for me, which I feel is part of the case, anger with me, as I am thousands of miles away. I want to be able to come back to her, life is hard, love is even harder. What is to gain from love, Outside of the exuberant ecstasy and drunken splendor thrust upon the soul and body creating such a stress that the mind releases its neuro-messengers creating a drug like dependences?....